I sorta stopped posting.. I hope my life would be on the up side. I had applied for a job and didn't get it. I am actually glad I didn't. I think a week after I applied at did the interview I got sick again with Pancretits .. I know I wrote it wrong. Anyways I was admitted in the hospital for 3 days. I now have diabetes I knew I had it, but never had help for it until now. I have finished my classes for that and I have been losing weight. Not only I have to watch my sugar I can't have beef or anything fried. Which this had been going on awhile.. but from being admitted in the hospital from eating pizza, I am very careful.
I started out being depressed, but it is actually a blessing. I am losing weight and eating so much better I feel better than I have in awhile. I have decided this a new turn around, I plan to get off my butt and start worrying about myself. I hope that if I lose enough weight I will be able to stop taking insulin. That is my wish anyways.. I am pretty strong willed when I want something bad enough. I am ready to start a new journey and a new life.
