I have said before I really have no one to talk to when I am having
issues. I get very irritated. I usually like talking to my mom I know a
few years ago I felt like I could but now I can't, I feel worse when I
do. My mom is kinda close minded or not that she is close minded to
everyone, its OK when her friends are different , but when it happens
with the grand kids or to narrow it down my kids she just don't want to
talk about it or she is so negative and not supportive.
I
need her support so much right now in my life. I have just had the
biggest bomb shell to drop on me in the last 2 weeks its just
unbelievable. I suspected for years that my oldest daughters is a
lesbian. but she had denied it.. I had a talk with her 3 weeks ago she
said she wasn't lesbian nor straight she said she is A sexual she wasn't
interested in any type of sexual relationship.. she don't ever want to
be sexual with anyone that is scares her. Then she tells me a few days
later, she said she is into romantic nonsexual love. I am thinking ok I
can deal with this.. 2 weeks ago she springs on me that she is having
issues with her gender. She says she wants to become a male. She has
been binding her breast for months and when I questioned her about that
she said he hated her large breast. I told her I didn't like it and she
has no idea if its dangerous. Now she is wanting to have her breast
removed. She said that when the surgery is improved she wants to have
the full surgery.
I love this child as much
as you can love someone. I am having issues with this. If it was being
lesbian that is awesome and I can except it. This is something totally
different and I don't know what to think. I am confused she wants me to
call her by a male name and I just can't.. maybe in the future but right
now I can't. Like I was saying before, I tried talking to my mom but
she is like don't she know she is a girl. She don't believe Sarah feels
this way she thinks its people she is hanging out with, I don't know
either way. I am sitting back and seeing whats going on or trying to she
is only 16 so I have no clue what is going on.
So this my life and the wonderful stuff I have to deal with.
Monday, February 13, 2012
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Friday, January 27, 2012
Picture 44 Last Picture you took
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| This a blurry pic my tips are uneven, but at the same time it the last pic I took and that is today's pic |
Friday, January 20, 2012
Tony's Pizza Menu
This picture I am about to post isn't a part of this blog, but it is fill of so many memories.. My grandparents bought a pizza restaurant when I was in kindergarten. This place I loved so much! As I got a little older I washed dishes on the weekend for money to play there arcade games. I only made like $5 and blow every quarter. They closed it down just in time. In a years time after that the area went way down hill. They moved on to different ventures in there life. Anyways....... someone on facebook happen to have a menu they had posted.. the funny thing is we use to have so many, but through out the years they disappeared, with us kids or our kids drawing on them, or just lost in our families many moves.
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| I'm not sure if you can read this. If any one really wants to read this.. let me know I will try to darken it up! |
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
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