Day 33 My Mama

My mother Mary

Day 32 Newest picture of yourself

Excuse the gray hair I am i serious need of my hair to be colored,which will be tomorrow I hope! It makes me look like I am balding!



I had to add another to show yes I do smile

Day 31 Picture of the shoes you wore today!

Easy Spirt .. ugly but very compy.. I actually wore them yestrday .. didn't wear shoes today!

Day 30 School Picture

Day 29 Pretty Flower

Peace lily

Day 28 Something you Fear

Tight Spaces!

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

My sister Eve and I

Day 26 What is the last thing you had as a snack

JALAPENO, RED PEPPER, GARLIC, and CLASSIC HUMMUS with club crackers

Day 25 Funny Quote

                                I love this it wa on one of my daughters shirts and I loved it!

Sorry again for not being consistent

To be honest I have been a little down lately and I really haven't felt like posting anything. I am still a bit down but I have excepted the fact there isn't anything to about it!! I have been hunting a job for sometime now. And honestly haven't looked in a month or so I am getting frustrated and burned out on looking. On top of everything I haven't gotten child support from the girls dad in almost 6 weeks and now afraid that I won't be able to get them anything for Christmas or at least what I want to. Mom has bought some jewelry from me and want to buy mom. She isn't actually giving me money just gonna go shopping with me and use her credit card. I do appreciate it, but at the same time she will be breathing down my back and nit picking anything I pick to get them. I am in a Win Lose situation. That is why II haven't Blogged in awhile

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

EVERYTHING AND START ALL OVER AGAIN

Day 23 Siblings

Top: My Step Sister WendyShe is 42, Right is My Sister Eve she's 40
Bottem Right me I am38 and my Brother Kenneth he is 28 Kenneth is my mom and step dads Son

My sister Eve My brother David and Me, David is My dad and his second wifes child

Day 22 favorite Song/Artist

http://youtu.be/gDrzKBF6gDU

Day 21- A picture of your biggest insecurity.

The insecurity of being alone! Never finding someone to love again

GREED

So much drama has be going on since my step grandfather past away! I am try to figure out why people have to act like complete ass when someone passes away.  Gene that the step grandfather his daughter was acting so nice, she was telling my parents Thank you for taking such good care of her father.  She has always been the the Wahoo as Me type.  My dad left me and cheated on my mom wahwah wah. Finally my sister told her,Hey look you where not the only one who was hurt, Our mom had 3 other siblings , my grandmother left her family sorta to get married, she was cheating on my grandfather too.

Before Gene Died he told his daughter"don't burn my ass" . Guess what she did she had his ass burned. she tried to pull the it cost to much to busy him, but my sister and mom went on the website to the funeral home and it cost the same. He has a plot from my family it was paid for. At 1st she wasn't going to bury the ashes with my grandmother and keep some ashes. All of a sudden she decided to keep the ashes and give my mom a little mason jar to bury with my grandmother.

OK here is where the dram begins. My sister found out that Gene didn't want to be cremated and freaked out and call his daughter and yelled at her even after mom told her not to.  She told my sister well its not far all got spend time with him and my dad wasn't there for me.. the thing is yes he visited her but she didn't want to make any effort as he got older. But who cares.  Before the argument my dad went to the funeral home to pick up the Mason jar of ashes and they went ahead and gave my dad the ashes. So my dad called Gene's daughter and told her that he would take the ashes over to her son so he could give them to her when he went to Florida to visit, she was fine with it , until my sister called . The funeral home called and told my dad to bring both things of ashes back that the only person who was allowed to pick them up was his grandson or daughter. Her husband called cursing out the director and threatening to sue them. 

After all that drama I figured out it was all done and my uncle pitched a fit about an old telephone table that belonged to Gene's mom. he acted like a 5 year old about it. Gene promised it to his daughter she is gonna be mad when she finds out,  I guess I don't understand why people act the way they do when someone passes away always wanting there stuff. I guess because I am not that way. I like being peaceful and that is the way it should be.. The thing is Gene started out in life pretty successful but as he got older he has really nothing that is sad.. That just shows everyone needs a Will.

I can't wait until we get all Gene and my Grandmother stuff out of the house so hopefully the greedy drama will be gone.

Day 20 Some place you would love to Visit Someday!

Sydney Australia .. I would love to see the Sydney Opera House .. also any other part of Australia as a matter of fact!

Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.

Me on the Left and my sister Eve on the Right I was 2 or 3

Day 18 A picture of my pets

I am aware I am a couple days behind, I haven't had too much access to a computer!!

Zeke is the Gray one and Baby is the tiger striped one.  They are female's Baby is Zekes mom.

Day 17 A picture of the person you do the silliest things with.

Hannah Bug silliest kid ever

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

My Pawpaw Honea.. He may not be here anymore, but he made me the person I am today!

Day 15 Picture of my childhood home

Sorry I suck using paint on the computer

Day 14- A picture that makes you laugh.

My Aunt after she fluffed her hair out! She is the crazest person I know!

Day 13 - Favorite board game

Day 12 A picture of something you hate

The weird thing is I love Grits and they are made of Hominy

Day 11 Favorite food

Vegetable Lo Mein  

On 11/11/11

On 11/11/11 my step grandfather Gene McGibony Passed away! Kinda surprising but not!  As long as I can thing 10 maybe 20 years he had been suffering from breathing issues , I think he had COPD. His health had been declining for so many years. My sister and I would always say that we would give him a couple of years. But, by our surprise he always surpass that by far.  The doctors pretty much said the reason he had lasted so long was because he worked out almost everyday.  I wasn't super close to him growing up he and my grand mother where married about 40 years. He was really serious and when I was little and spend the night with them he would get so upset if I played to loudly, I mostly stayed home with my Paw Paw Honea. 

As a child

Mr. Muscels 1955

late 1970's

2004

But as I got older I appreciated him more.  He and my Nan thats what I called my grandmother bought a Pizza Resturant called Tony's Pizza.  I loved hanging out there. I remember washing dishes on the weekends.  I didn't get payed that much. but I really enjoyed doing it.  

Other Facts about Mac (my step grandfather) In 1955 he was Mr. Muscels Atlanta. He loved working out. He liked his beer and he loved my Gandmother! I know he will be missed he is the only Great Grandfather on my Mom's side of the family that My kids as well as my sisters kids know.  My moms siblings didn't really care for him due to the fact he isn't my Paw Paw, so they never really brought there kids around him. It is sad how people are. I will admit. I haven't seen him too much sinch Nan passed away 1 1/2 years ago. He kind was to himself he slept or not home. Thanks me and mostly my family we always made sure he was fed and doing as well .

I know he is gonna be missed by many. Today is his visitation 2-4pm 6-8pm tomorrow is the service and he will be cremated and placed at the foot of my granmothers grave.

R.I.P. Clifford Eugene McGibony.

Day 10 A picture of you when you were little.

Day 9 - A talent of yours

Drawing.. not as good as I was when I was younger, but still have some skills!

Day 8- A picture of the best moment of your life

Anytime I can spend with my children. This is an old pic of me and the girls on vacation in Gatlinburge Tennessee

Day 7 Picture of something you love.

This is my favorite Picture of my Favorite 2 girls in the world!

Day 6 - Your favorite quote, in your handwriting

Day 5 - A place that makes you happy.

The Great Smokey Mountains. My favorite place to be.. Beautiful and relaxing. I took this picture on our last vacation in March of this year. This was taken at Kolbs Farm I think I got the name right.

Day 4 Picture of Yourself 10 Years Ago

This back when I was my ex fience I am so glad I'm not with him anymore. Sure a depressing time in my life!

Doing the Photo Challange!

I am now on day 3.  I figured this would be a great wayfor people to get to know who I am without seeming to be too personal and creepy! Now people can see the real me not is in the outside,but the inside as well. My youngerst child is doing this so I figured I would too. I figure this would be better than Blogging everyday and somedays if I have a story to tell about the pic then I will. This works out so much better. I felt like when I was blogging everyday I would have to find something to talk about and sometimes it was either boring or I was complaining about stuff, I really don't like doing that. I may do a rando blog sometimes when I really want to share something. 

Have a Wonderful day and enjoy this most BEAUTIFUL fall weather. Until tomorrow xoxox

Day 3 Post a a pic of a Book you already own!

''To Kill AMocking Bird''

by Harper Lee



Day 2

Something that makes me Happy!

Fall Leaves

Day 1 of Photo Challange

Picture of self 1st day of Challenge

Zombies,zombies.......zombies everywhere!

I wonder who watched "The Walking Dead" last night.  I love love love this show,I don't know why I love it so much. I am so happy they picked up more episodes this season.  Last season I felt shorted,but understand that they where seeing how it would do!

My exciting part of the show was all the extras that where in this from Georgia that includes my little brother he was a featured Zombie in this episode. Close to the end as the character Jon and the farmer guy was running from the zombies and going towards the school.. he was the Zombie that was bunch in the face!! I think next week he will have one last part and that will be it for him.. They cut his part from episode 1.  I can't wait to see what is to come.  If you haven't see this T.V. show you should at least check it out. I am not saying it because my brother was in it, I loved it before and will after.

I am actually happy with some of the jobs being brought to Georgia due to casting extra. My mom has been an extra in 13 movies..some movies show her and some don't . She had worked on movies produced by Tyler Perry and Rob Zombie to name just two, because those are the two I know. My brother will also be in the up coming movie "American Pie the Reunion".   They made some of ''Foot Loose'' here at a school in my hometown.

Thanks to those who view my page! Have a Great Day until Next Time

HaPpY HaLlOwEeN

                                  I hope everyone had an Amazing HalLoWeEn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another year Older

Excuse any typos I don't have a spell check on here!

Just another day in my for me!! Had a day to think about being a kid and birthdays I have had!  The funny thing is I don't remember too may Birthdays when I was small, but I do remember most of my Halloweena not really what I was dressed as. I just remember having fun with my friends taking my candy to Smyrna Hospital and havin it x-rayed. After that my sister and I would sit infront of the T.V. watching scary movies trading candy and eating it until I puked!

Fun times I miss them so much. I hope my kids have had as much fun as much fun as I did as a kid.. I tried the best I could to to make sure they had fun! Now they are much older they go off on there with friends I kinda miss that. 

I hope everyone has a Happy Halloween. The only time you can  take candy from strangers lol.

Just feel like rambling

I just wanted to post what I have been up too. Today I did errands then I was gonna go hunt for that place that my friend Shannon told me to apply for.. I looked for it yesterday and could find it so I figured I would look today, but with my luck or lack there of I  feel horrible.. I don't know if it was something I ate or a stomach bug. I hope it was something I ate that means I have a good chance feeling better this after noon I have a bunch of stuff to do. I have to pick Hannah and the bass up from school and later I have to pick Sarah up from Japanese Club and cook dinner. I don't think I can handle the smell of anything cooking right now.

Wednesday I made around 20 pair of earrings give or take a few I didn't count them that is just how many it looks like.  I finally got some paper work in I was looking for now I just have to fill it out and turn it back in.  Yippy for me. I have also lost over 20 lbs since June. It changes everyday I think I have lost a couple more lbs, but it keep going back and forth. I made vegetarian Spaghetti for my last night for my dinner tonight.. I am keeping my fingers crossed I hope I feel better to get it.. It turned out soooo good. I used a jar sauce I added some garlic, Italian seasoning and a little sugar to cut the bitterness. I have been doing good with the sugar thin I hardly use unless I need to.. I ran out of Sweet and Low and had to use a little in my hot tea. I could use Honey, but since I am trying to lose weight I have no idea which is best.  I know Sweet and Low isn't the best for me and I don't use it a lot. I am not sure what is suppose to be the best. I don't have anyone who comments on her so I just don't ask.

Yesterday I got in these video that I ordered. I only did 20 min and it kicked my butt hard. They are called "Mama Wants" there is Mama whats her body back ads back and booty back I did the Body one there is 3 20 min sessions on each area. I will do 20 today  and tomorrow take a day off and try to do 40 mins after that. I mainly killed my arms.. I will be the 1st to admit I hardly use my arm I never lift stuff that often, I am weak in the arms.  I plan on changing that.  I want to weigh myself everyday I know I shouldn't I try to do other stuff to make myself forget and sometimes it works. I guess I need to get off the computer and clean up or straighten up it not really messy.. I need to get this done before mom and pops get home.. Have a Great Day.. Until next time.

A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME FOR SOMETHING INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT

A Job?

I might have an opportunity to get a job. My daughters friend Chelsea's mom told me I needed to come to her work either tomorrow or Friday that they where hiring. Its only 5 hours and the pay isn't great, but it is money and that is what counts. I will just have to worry about getting Hannah's Bass home and Sarah home from School on Fridays.  I kinda don't wanna work there you have to read from a script. It's not telemarketing, I just get nervous reading off script and studded It's embarrassing.

I think I will try it if its not  working out I can continue applying for other jobs.  I think its better to try something then give up on a possibility. I will keep you up on what I decide or if  I get the job.  

What's up?

I have had so much going on since Friday! I actually Thursday I wasn't feeling that good I made Pizza for dinner and I knew in the 1 st place I shouldn't eat it but I was hungry and my stomach won. I ate 2 pieces of Chicken Bar-barque , My stomach was burning a little I took Pepcid It didn't work. About 2 hours later I ate a piece of Pepperoni and that is what did me in. I was up all night in pain I even bought do Maalox that didn't work. I was awake praying for death.  I made sure the kids got off to school.. I figured I had an Ulcer so I looked online to figure out what I could do to get relief . I read to drink milk I did that it made me sick to my stomach, then Bananas that didn't work lastly I tried honey I ate a couple spoons and that didn't work.

My father hated me being in pain he wanted me to take pain meds but if it was an Ulcer that would have been a huge mistake. I finally agreed to go to the emergency room. They poked and prodded me I peed in a cup all that fun stuff. Come to find out it wasn't an ulcer it was   Pancreatitis.  The doctor said that most people who had there Gall Bladder removed will have pancreatitis. I completely forgot when I went in with my Gall Bladder they said I had stones in my pancreases and I had an attack then my mom reminded me of that.  Now it is working on Tuesday and I still feel bad!! I have slept more that I think I have ever slept.  I feel like I have missed out on the world.  


I will have to think both my parents this weekend they where there for me when I needed them. They picked the girls up from school for me and mom took Hannah to he rehearsal.   






I gave Eve her bracelet I gave her, I just realized I need to make some of my jewelry smaller. Not that is huge, but some people have small wrist.  I am glad I figured that out The thing is I had a bead tray that measures an average wrist. I am still learning and can only get better.

Nothing last forever lyrics

Jewelry Opportunity

I haven't decided yet, but in a month they are having a Fall Celebration and I can buy a area to set up a booth to sell my jewelry. I am just afraid that I won't have enough stuff to sell. Some pieces take no time to make while other can take hours. I am a little broke at the moment as well.  I guess I can buy stuff here and there. I wanna make me and the girls some extra money.  It's  always good to be able to extra stuff together!! I will try to make up some things and if I feel like I have enough by the 1st week of October I will do it.  My mom also suggested that the kids or Hannah sell some of her stuff, she make cuffs out of Pony Beads the kids love those.

I am keeping my fingers crossed! So nervous! Good Night until next time XoXo.

9-11 Tribute at Kennesaw Ga State Battle Field !

I was unable to go to the actual Tribute for 9-11 that we had in Georgia I had family stuff going on. We did get do drive by during that day, but I didn't have a camera Mom had some, she hasn't yet posted them. Thanks to some of my friends I got to see some footage. Thursday night before midnight we drove out to the mountain and took some photos of some of the 2,976 flags.


September 11, 2001 is a day that most of us will always remember!! I can remember where I was, what I was doing and where I was standing. I was working at a warehouse picking products and pricing them I was listen to the radio when all of a sudden it got really quiet, we thought something was wrong with our radio, It was the weirdest feeling when the news came across the radio. Some of of cried and some just shocked. The warehouse that I was working at was less that 1/4 a mile from Dobbins Air-force Base. Our Boss was being cautious and sent us home for the day. It was so surreal and still is.


I am so sorry for anyone who lost a loved one on that day it a shame that so many lives where cut short. All my sympathy goes out to you. I praise the fearless hero's who loss or even risk there lives to save as many people as they did. Love and Happiness to all of you! Goodnight until next time!

Some of the Jewelry I made