I am actually really happy! I had a really great day. I didn't do anything special same routine as always. Hannah didn't go to school, she was throwing up most of the morning. I was just relaxed more. I love layed back where there is nothing pressing that needs to get done. I did have a nap. I should have filled out a couple of applications, honestly I didn't think about not once. We had a great dinner, I did some laundry, I made some jewelry and hung out with my daughters what more could I asked for.?
I have had somethings weighing on my mind, all to do with my sister and how she hurts out feelings about things.. she thinks she is staying out of thing but she just isn't very supportive when my mom or I are going through things with people. 1st of all Eve that's my biological only sister I have that is related by blood to me. Eve and her ex husband and his wife got into it I was really upset and mom was right there to take up for Eve when the ex's wife was acting a fool. When it comes to us.. and someone is starting issues with us her response is I just don't want to get in the middle of it. It hurts so bad. When Robin and I got into it and she was running her mouth, Robin decided to pull Eve into it.. All the was concerned about was why Robin is mad at her.. not how I was being treated. Eve even sends Robin a card months later and basically apologizes for something she didn't do. The latest thing that happened with my step sister Wendy. Wendy said horrible things to mom and Eve still said I don't wanna be put in the middle I was the only one who took up for mom. I was so pissed. I didn't expect Eve to take up for me, but her mom yes, Mom is way more important than keeping everything straight with Wendy. I haven't said anything to her. I thought about writing her. I dunno. I know I wanna get this off my chest it is making me go insane. Eve is hard to talk to. I have always had issues with her and never could stand up to her.. not that I am afraid of her more that she won't ever speak to me and I really love my sister. I always thought I would be a made of honor at her wedding she has been married twice and I was never asked. The two girls she asked are hardly in her life where I have been there everyday. I dunno why it made me so upset?, but it did. I don't care anymore about that. I am still upset how I felt like she took away my best friend. They would go out I was never asked to go. If her kids wasn't with there dad mom or I was watching them. I am still mad about that . Ok my day was great and I don't want to make it bad by thinking of this stuff anymore. Goodnight it is 2:30 am and I have to be up in 3 hours. Until next time.
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