Day 4 Relationships

I follow someone on blogger as well as youtube who is having a really bad issues with an ex girlfriend who he still   loved enough to keep them in his life because he still loved this girl.. Now things are going out of control.  I feel sorry for this guy. I know how much it hurts to go through crazy situations.  You have to take a gamble on love you don't know what you are getting in a new relationship, its a gamble.

I have been single I think it has been 7 years I have dated some, but never anything serious ever came out of any of them.  I just have bad luck with me.. I get the one who wanna cheat or just have no clue what they want.  I was married for a few year.  I got 2 amazing children from that marriage. My ex husband would mentally abuse me. He yelled called me names, he loved starting arrangement's so he could leave to see his mistress. That was the only relationship I have ever been in that I felt psycho and not myself at all. I knew what he was doing, I would sit on his car so he wouldn't leave. We fought so bad the police would come out to our house regularly.  I was never myself when we where together.  I left him when Sarah was 2, but got back together with him everything was great for a year the I got pregnant and had some issues with my pregnancy and had to quit he started cheating and being controlling I finally left for good. The last relationship was pretty good we just kinds grew apart from each other and I wondered there at the end if he had sex with his ex when he went to pick his daughter up for the summer. Still not sure it don't matter anymore. I can say he never hit me or made me question my mental stability. We didn't talk for year he was mad that I would sign  my truck over to him.. I told him I would if he helped me move,, he did for a day but always made excuses so I told him to bring me my keys.

I think I am happy being single there is no drama or weird emotional trips. I spend all my time mostly with them. I am happy I am able to focus on them.  I might find someone I wanna be with one day but right now I am fine where I am. I have grown up a lot I think I will be better in relationships now I have had the time to analyze the ones I have been in all my mistakes and theirs as well.  I am not perfect to one is but we all should know where to draw the line between knowing  if your in a good or a bad relationship. Until Tomorrow have a Great day and an Awesome evening.